Saturday, 29 July 2006 ; 2:18:00 amY
i always thought i am a gd bf because i knw hw to give in to gf.it was till ur entry that i knw i didnt do my part.its normal to doubt my love for you but i really love you and i mean it.i admit i am hot tempered at times and instead of listen and be there for you i am always throwing temper.all these i am sorry.
i didnt not want to sms u in the morning but i always slp late and half asleep on my way to school.i 'woke up' only after everytime u sms me.replying to u isnt a chore at all?i knw u love to communicate through sms.its just that my hp always have fault?is either spoilt and i have to use websms to gt to u or i have to on silent cuz my vibration for my hp has gt sound along.thats why i on total silent and i didnt see ur reply.i am in lecture also and tend to miss out?to use websms and let u see my reply takes 5 -10mins?sometimes it cant even work?
i knw i always said wrong things at wrong times.i often speak out before u say out anything more and that makes u angry after i said the wrong thing.i will change and listen to u and understand before speaking?it will avoid some misunderstandings?
i didnt make u jealous on purpose and whatever happens..i wanna let u knw the only girl i love is still u.no one can replace you.i knw it isnt a gd feeling and i wont do it again.the fact that u r jealous means u love me a lot.i wouldnt want to lose someone who loves me v.much and that i am deep in love with.
i went to maple cuz i cant get to sleep and my tv cant work either?i admit i was angry cuz i approached u but u rejected me.that was why i avoided you?i didnt want us to quarrel till the stage that we cant savage anything?maple isnt more impt than you but its impt to me that it was the one that bring us together?
we can make it for the second month i believe.nt only the second month but also yrs yrs to come.i will be with you down the path and start a family with you.we promise to love each other forever didnt we?just hope that dear u will forgive me and we start over again?i will nt be the one that always make u sad.i will be the one with u down the road.i will be there for you and love you more and more one and everyday.i will be the one that brings smile on ur face each and every morning.i love you.
